| 10 miles, 20 miles. whichever |
[Sep. 4th, 2007|06:08 am] |
I'm walking a few extra miles. I won't speak a word and it's up to you whether you choose to appreciate it or not. Appreciating in another sense,
I am really drained off my emotions, but |
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| I smile, you ask, I look away. I sigh you ask me why I sing |
[Apr. 6th, 2007|06:56 pm] |
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| | Lost Without You - Delta Goodrem | ] |
The past month has been so chaotic with the failing of my exams and much more things that really tested my limits. After so many happenings, I finally know myself better which at least made me feel stronger.
Why is she still so broken? Idk.. I had tonight all planned but what to do? Haha cry lor garry. This will be the last post I'll be doing, i'm leaving this here to rot just like how my heart is rotting right now.
Fuck. Bye |
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[Apr. 5th, 2007|09:37 am] |
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Glad to have them ard. People like ming, ch and wei guo. Fancy calling myself a gangster, where had all the courage gone to ccb.
The cry at the stairway seem so routined,
just another shit I experience agn.
Somebody and I mean anybody, please..
This is way too much for me. Images of the scene kept repeating in my head, damn i feel like.. I don't know
I'm sick, of this feeling |
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[Apr. 4th, 2007|12:15 pm] |
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| | Just So You Know - Jesse McCartney | ] |
Every actions i carried always seem so wrong, tell me what should I fucking do? Cb. might as well go and die
And now I must confess
That I am a sinking ship
I'm anchored by the weight of my heart cause its filled with these feelings
I keep my true thought locked beside my hearts black box
It wont be found, it wont be found, through the smoke or the wreckage
So I crash and burn
I got a lot of things to learn
Where would we be now baby, if we found each other first
What would you do now darling, if I said these simple words
I'll wait, I'll wait...As long as you want
Where would we be now baby |
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[Apr. 4th, 2007|02:13 am] |
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fuck feeling, i think i better go fuck some dogs. |
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[Apr. 3rd, 2007|12:26 am] |
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Knn idk what i did agn. cb. |
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| Kill me since I'm on my own |
[Mar. 29th, 2007|11:21 pm] |
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| | A Lonely September - Plain White T's | ] |
So it's the first day of work today and i got it started all wrong by waking up at 815 when i have to meet the both of them at 8! Damn i got so frantic till i hurried to my toilet and blast the hose without even waiting for the water to turn warm, ah whatever. Cabbed down to tmart to pick them up and my eyes couldn't even open up properly while inside the cab. Had a quick breakfast on the way there and we reached there on time fortunately. The whole warehouse is air-conditioned and the people working there are pretty nice and friendly but the cartons and cardboards weren't friendly enough, they caused small cuts on my fist and fingers and i injured my right index -.- Ok there's were frequent breaks and time passes real fast which i'm glad about, i got myself occupied and free from worries. Till one pt of the time, when that gray matter of mine started to malfunction and threw those trouble anchors down into the waters agn. Aiya screwed up life of mine la. Cabbed home after work.
Tired. Goodnight
And then I crashed into you,
And I went up in flames.
Could've been the death of me,
But then you breathed your breath in me.
And I crashed into you,
Like a runaway train.
You will consume me,
But I can't walk away. |
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| Pessimism! Fuck |
[Mar. 29th, 2007|04:40 am] |
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| | Almost - Bowling For Soup | ] |
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AHWEE! ;D
So met up with the guys and went for pool at golden mile(again:D). Yl found us a temporary job for 3 people so we'll be working for the next 4 days or so with HEAVY OT! :O After pool was dinner at marina south, yeah the food still suck as ever so i didn't really ate much. Cabbed back to 474 with some of the guys to meet up with ming, leon and manfred and they were going to changi v. for light boozing sessions. As we must work the next morning, we were struggling with the decision whether to go or not but we lacked self-control so we ended up going -.- Fortunately the bar was closed and so we ended up sitting by the infamous loop of changi v. : THE SHEMALE HANGOUT. Had so much fun with them like the way they talk and stuffs like that, but i do seriously agree that all of them are hotties and there was one who was quite pretty and till the second thought that they used to be males, i got turned off =| Slacked till 430 till 5 of us squeezed into a cab and the 3 musketeers there to enjoy. Well, today's been pretty fun-filled maybe because it's one of my friend's birthday and it's been awhile since all of us gathered tgt and made a fool out of ourselves.
Ok now i gotta go have a relaxing shower before i go to bed and wake up at 7 in the morning! BYEEEEEEE
Now that it’s all said and done
I can’t believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down
Like an old abandoned house
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath
I fell too far, was in way too deep
Guess I let you get the best of me |
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| A gay way to start the day |
[Mar. 28th, 2007|01:47 pm] |
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| | Keep your hands off my girl - Good Charlotte | ] |
Woke up at around 11+ and went for tanning agn! I guess it's the 4th time in 1 wk, wooohoo i'm getting the kick of it. Haha so as usual, the deck had quite alot of people. Damn there's exceptionally lots of girls today and they're in their biks! Man... then a lonely babe came and lay on the bench next to me, wooo but i only peeped as i was shy -.- Then the clouds came so went for a shower and walked home. i don't know why i feel so light this morning. Well, maybe because?
Oh I finished downloading the movie 300 within 5 hours, it's 1.4GB in size. Awesomely fast! Gonna watch it when i'm free.
Feels good (: |
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| HUNGRYYYYY |
[Mar. 28th, 2007|03:44 am] |
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| | Used to - Chris Daughtry | ] |
I want to eat so badly and so i tried digging my refrigerator and found out that i'm left with only chocolates -.- I'm too lazy to cook instant noodles for myselfffff, someone cook for me pls ): Perhaps it's because of the hunger that explains why i'm still awake at such a hour when i got things on tomorrow. Maybe i shouldn't sleep and just wait till morning when i go tanning, or maybe i go gulp a few shots of vodka and sleep, or maybe go out for a breather? Errrrrr I don't know. Eheh, i want to be as tanned as Louis Khoo(HK), 10% already!
I seriously can't read your mind, how i wish. |
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